Thoughts 2026

[notme]

I started and finished a nine page academic paper in 3.5 hours, and I think it wasn't half bad.  No AI, that would be an honor code violation. I'm impressed with myself.  

[The Green Knight]

Since Seyyed Khamenei has been martyred, I think I have to find someone else to do taqleed. I wonder if they will also answer my questions.

[Diaz]

Since the war started in my country, I have been mentally exhausted. Can't focus on work nor studies, I stopped many activities I usually love to do and thinking about everyone I love in my country and the people as well. Every time when one Mujahid get martyred and then I hear about his story and how his friends and family love him, I can't help it but cry. I always wish these men were my friends. I feel weak, embarrassed and sad, I can't do anything to them other than pray that Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) protect them from these terrorist regime and bless their soul if they got martyred. I can't reach to their level in heaven but inshallah we can be friends. 

When Sayed Khamenei (رضي الله عنه) got martyred, I started crying. When war started between Iran and it's neighbors, I was bit happy because I felt Imam Khamenei (رضي الله عنه) and our other leaders life need to be avenged, so I didn't care if Iran wanted to destroy these countries (Iran Neighbors) even though I live in one of them. Since two week ago started last week Friday, I stopped praying Jumma because many Shia are treat to them so I started practicing Taqiyya just to make sure me and my family are safe. I can't even pray in public, should pray only somewhere private where no one can see me. The worst thing is when someone insult the resistance and call my brothers a terrorists and cowards, I must keep quite, it's like a knife is stabbing my heart. I can't even post their pictures on social media and celebrate that they are heroes nor defend them when a impure person insult them. I feel very hamulated.  

I got banned from reddit as well so now I can't talk about my feeling except here. X and other social media specially by meta is monetarized by the govt. I hope these kuffars and the munafikeen get hamulated in this world and afterlife eternally. 

[Hameedeh]

Salam. Living in Tornado Alley, I found a weather app called WeatherWise that is free. It is in 24 countries already, so not sure if your country is included. Don't be scared, be prepared.