Sometimes id love to ask god why

[Mariamtee]

I’ve been going through quit abit this year and most days I can’t handle it. I wish I can just ask god why, why do things need to be this complicated. I’m tired of crying to sleep every night.. I pray everyday.. why do I have to go through so much pain. The only thing that will make me happy is getting married but my dad won’t allow it because his lebo.. doesn’t he know that it’s killing me? He’s hurting his daughter and I wish something will give me hope but the longer I wait for my dads blessing, the more the guy I want to marry is losing hope.. his been waiting for me for 3 years.. he shouldn’t be going through this. Just want to ask god why, why is this happening.. I know everything a test but what do you do when you don’t know what to do??? I’ve lost so many friends because my dad barely lets us hang out with them, he won’t let us work either.. he lets us study but not work. Sometimes I feel like the only thing stopping me from dying is islam forbids it and I’ve got too much faith in my religion to do anything like that. Please god give me a good day already, make my dad say yes.. I’m willing to do anything.. I’m just soo exhausted of crying all the time :(

[Akbar673]

I would recommend seeing a medical professional regarding how you are feeling.

To cry yourself to sleep every night is a sign of Depression. Seeing a professional that specializes in this will be of great benefit.

Also, you stated that you have suicidal thoughts. You need to mention all of this to a professional that can help. Its only to your own benefit. To live your life like this isn't a pleasant thing by any measure. Help is out there, you just need to reach out for it.

[Ashvazdanghe]

6 hours ago, Mariamtee said:

The only thing that will make me happy is getting married

It's a wrong idea even you marry ,you will carry this feeling with you ,your sadness is because you feel locked in a golden cage & see marriage as a way out but it won't cure your sadness at first you must overcome your sadness then think about marriage.

[Abdul-Hadi]

Every day of my life is spent asking God a similar set of questions, usually prefaced with "If you love me then why..........?"

I thought I was getting married next year. I can see now that it's not going to happen. I'm losing hope and am terrified that I'll be alone until I die.

In a way, I understand what you are suffering.

[Laayla]

@GD41586

If I can ask you a question and please think about it and reflect.

If you lived a life that was problem free, would you think God loves you?

That if everything was perfect and you never experienced pain/hardship/sacrifice what then would you think of life and your Creator?

هُوَ الَّذِي خَلَقَ السَّمَاوَاتِ وَالْأَرْضَ فِي سِتَّةِ أَيَّامٍ ثُمَّ اسْتَوَى عَلَى الْعَرْشِ يَعْلَمُ مَا يَلِجُ فِي الْأَرْضِ وَمَا يَخْرُجُ مِنْهَا وَمَا يَنزِلُ مِنَ السَّمَاء وَمَا يَعْرُجُ فِيهَا وَهُوَ مَعَكُمْ أَيْنَ مَا كُنتُمْ وَاللَّهُ بِمَا تَعْمَلُونَ بَصِيرٌ

 

 

57:4 He it is who has created the heavens and the earth in six aeons, and is established on the throne of His almightiness. ^[3] He knows all that enters the earth, and all that comes out of it, as well as all that descends from the skies, and all that ascends to them. ^[4] And He is with you wherever you may be; and God sees all that you do.