betrayal and....... guidance???

[Guest arezoo]

i fell head over heels over a boy. [EDIT] Long story short he said he never wanted a permanent marriage [EDIT]

i want to move on. I want to change myself by wearing hijab and becomimg more religious.

However i know that me wearing hijab will be purely to show him and make him jealous, and i will feel disgusting because i know i am not doing it for Allah, but for revenge. Any advice?

Edited October 15, 2017 by ShiaChat Mod
[EDIT] Personal details were removed.

[notme]

Doing the right thing for the wrong reasons is still better than not doing the right thing. And who knows - maybe in time your reasons will change. 

[Ron_Burgundy]

So you wanna make him jealous, but whats in it for you? Just get over him and do good and feel good. 

[ShiaChat Mod]

@Guest arezoo aka @Guest arzu The personal parts of your original post were removed. Notice the words [EDIT] in the OP. Mods allowed you to discuss only the parts that remain. Your previous post is not approved. Also, please remember that as a guest you should be polite to members and not be rude to them. ShiaChat is not your venting space. Capisce?

[Hugo Boss]

Your intention is greater than your act. If you had an intention of doing good today by doing an action in which was actually not good, then it still counts as if you have done something good. You wear hijab because of Allah SWT, and not because of Shaytan - doing it for making him jealous. If you need more help or advises, then feel free to send private messages to me. 

So wear the hijab. 

And if you want to become religious, then this would be a great help: