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Asalamalikum, I know this isn't a therapy website, but I just want to know if this happens to anyone else? I have these weird thoughts/voices in my head that are not nice. I don't like them, and sometimes I feel suicidal and I roll up in a ball and cry. I don't like to explain what exactly happens inside my head because I don't like thinking about. But basically it's nothing nasty or dirty. It's all about God and other religious stuff. Just imagine literally hearing the Shaytan talking to you, and telling you bad stuff about God..and etc.. The thoughts or voices don't tell me to do anything bad, just bad stuff about my creator. These weird things cause me to sometimes pray faster to keep my mind just moving, sometimes I have to sleep with The Quran hugged to my chest. I mean they aren't nice. I have no doubt in Allah, his messenger, Islam, or Ahulbayet. Of course I am always sending my sallam to The Holy Prophet and HIs Pure Family. And always saying "asgafurallah rabi" or "a'thubilAllah min alshaydan rajam" Literally ALL the time. It gets annoying because I wish to say these for the sake of remembering Allah. But no, I have to say them because to get these thoughts out of my mind, which half the time doesn't work. My mom wants me to see a therapist but I don't want to. Does this happen to anyone else?I always fear Allah will hate me, or I will go to hell. I don't know what to do? What in the world could it be?My biggest fear which causes me to sometimes commit self harm, cry, etc.,is the fact that Allah might not forgive me, that he hates me because of these thoughts or voices. (I can't tell the difference) Thanks so much for taking the time to read and answer. May Allah Bless you all Duniya w Akira.

Assalam o alikum everyone, No rude replies please. And I am new to this site. So please mention, if i am uploading my question on a wrong forum. So, I made my YouTube channel three days ago. There are only three videos on it with almost 42 subscribers in three days. Everything was alright and I was happy with my number of subscribers. Until today, I received my very first criticising comment. The lady said that there should be a way to change your voice as non mahram are going to listen to your voice, which is haram in islam. I don't know, what to think or do. I mean, I am totally blank minded right now. Can you guys give advice or guide me please?

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(bismillah) (salam) Ok you guys might think I'm mental but I'm not ... basically there is a voice in my head that tells me to do things The thing is the voice doesn't tell me go commit Haraam it tells me good things such as do a longer dua in Qunoot or do a different dua in Qunoot or if I'm doing dua and about to stop it says no make dua some more Now this sounds like it's a good thing but the catch is it also says stuff like No your wudhu is wrong repeat it again, you can keep lying to yourself that it's correct but deep down you know its wrong Do a certain dua in Qunoot otherwise you will mess up your prayer later on and will have to repeat it etc.. So it seems like it's a good thing, but I'm not sure it is. anyone know how to help?