salaam
someone heard what i did at ashura, and when i told i said ya hussain, and i got mixed reactions, some said i was going to hellforever!!, others said im a orthodox christian, others i apostated, i got laughed at by muslims(salafis and ikwani) and even non muslims, they all told me this!! I felt bad, i l knew i should have not let this get in my head but it did!!! I thought i was doomed!! i was paraniod!!! They told me i cant come back and i apostated!!!! Any way they compared me to a christian saint and said i prayed to dead people!! What should i do?