Salam Alaykoum,
I have some weird superstitions and I am not sure if it is because of ADHD or other reason.
Can someone help me? I will put my question all the way at the bottom.
I am left footed so before a soccer game or before anything I have to enter with my left foot, I have to wear the shoes starting with my left foot, shorts left foot first, shirt left hand first, etc.
I also like to do everything on odd numbers so like how many times I say Bismillah when entering the field has to be either 1,3,5,7,etc, if I don't I feel weird and it makes me thing that I will play bad, even when using the restroom I have to use odd numbers of toilet papers. Even when playing in the field I try to avoid stepping on the lines it makes me feel weird.
If something good happened to me or if I had a good soccer game then the next day or next game day I would do everything I did the that certain day, like what I eat, drink, how I step in the field, how I stretch, etc.
There is also many things similar to this that I do but it will take a long time to mention all.
What do you guys think the cause of this is? How does this effect me? Does it really have an impact on my life? How can I stop these superstitions?