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In the Name of God بسم الله

Bassem8810

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  1. I want to say thank you very much for everyone who replied to this thread. All very good advice and I will keep looking back at this thread for a reminder. I know everyone has their busy day to day lives and its hard to respond sometimes, but I just want to say thank you to the people that took the time to read and reply. I know my life will be better if i put the marijuana away for good and pray like I know deep down inside how I want to. I'm looking deep within me now for this will power, I just dont know why I cant make myself do it immediately. Ruq- I want to say thank you very much because your post touched me very much. Everything you said was point on, and yes I feel like I have taken on the responsibility for my family. Its so stressful and that is why I probley result to smoking weed atleast once a day. If you all could do me a huge last favor, please keep me in your Dua, pray for me to quit marijuana and move on with my life they way I know I should have a long time ago. Thank you all again, Bassem
  2. Hello, my name is Bassem. I am lebanese and I am a Shia Muslim. I have read in the forum for a long time now but this is my first topic. I am 24 years old, Tall, handsome, athletic and smart. I truly believe Allah has blessed me in so many ways and I say L Hamdellah everyday. The reason I come to you for help my brothers is because I am truely stuck in my life. I have been on and off with school for the last 5 years. I want to finish my education, it is a priority for me. There have been so many things in my life that have been a distraction for me that have caused me from not finishing on time. I have a very bad group of friends that influences me to smoke marijuana very often. I know the marijuana is ruining me more and more each day I use it and I dont have the will to stop. I know in my heart and my mind that it is ruining me but I just cannot find the urge to stop. I was born in America and I speak arabic fluently learning since I was a child. I learned how to pray three years ago and there have been times that I pray consistently and I am off marijuana and I feel GREAT... but always I end up right back down the rabbit hole smoking cigarettes and weed everyday after some months have passed. I WANT TO END THIS CRUEL PUNISHMENT I AM DOING TO MYSELF BUT I CANNOT FIND A WAY. My family life has not been the easiest either, I have a older brother that had a very tough life and is in a very difficult position in his life right now, my sister just got a divorce and my mom has been a widow since I was 4 years old. (she raised all three of us after my dad passed) I am the youngest one in the family, and I believe Allah has given me the power to bring my family out of this rut we have been in for so long but I know I have to put marijuana away and also these friends that have influenced me to waste so much of my time. Again, I just dont know how to overcome this. Sometimes its so hard for me to wake up in the morning, like the devil is whispering in my ear "stay asleep". Can someone here help me? When I have prayed in the past, I have asked Allah to keep me away from evil spirits and away from marijuana, but I just always revert to my old ways. I want to finish school and Inshallah become a successful Doctor. I know some people that may read this may think he's a burn out etc, no way he could become a doctor. But I am a realist, and I am confident in myself if that If I removed marijuana from my life that I could accomplish anything I set my mind to. If there is anyone with great wisdom to please guide me in this most difficult time in my life I would greatly appreciate it, Thank you. Bassem.
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