salam, danishaskar you mentioned something about worried of committing a thousand sins, which i doubt is that high but i'd guess it's around 5 bad acts in different categories. well here is the deal pick the most severe and bad act you think you'll committ and ask earnestly to God to help you with that, for example oh Allah i sincerly ask thee to help me in my struggle with smoking and go on day by day living that situation and see wheere it goes. if you want help from god in this way then you have to take all the other stuff out of your head, because you will get too worked out on it.