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This is the best reply/advice that anyone has given on this topic. You can find all of your answers from Abu Hadi's reply. First you need to establish things about yourself (being 'gay') before you get married to someone. May Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) help you to make the right decision and help you in this battle against your nafs.

Innalilahi Wa inna elahi rajeeon. What were his previous usernames?

Thank you. You are correct in assuming so. What was your not-so-shiny username?

Wow, SC has changed big time o.0

Life is going so fast. It feels weird and scary.

It made me feel quite sad to read some of the responses from members on here. Whether the OP was joking or not, he shouldn't have been automatically judged or disrespected for asking a question.

Salam alaykum, It's very difficult to work in an environment like that. I have worked in environments like that and it is very unpleasant. The best method is to go into work, keep yourself to yourself, do what you gotta do to the best of your ability and go home. Leave work at work. Get on with your life. Pray to Allah (swt) to give you patience to deal with their horrible akhlaq because sometimes it is very hard to hold back. Try finding a better job but until you don't, best of luck. Ma'assalama

Why is life going so fast? Please, slow down! :wacko:

Nope. You over-complicate things. Just read it as it is, it simply means what it says; no secret meaning. :)

Positive thinking will do you wonders. I can't forget your pain Hussain (as)...

OP, I feel exactly the same; it is very horrible! Like notme has said, the best thing to do (from my own experience) is to cry it out. I feel so much better after I've had a good cry, I feel lighter and somehow it makes some of the horrible feelings go away.

I've heard that if you can't cry then you should put your head down and pray for forgiveness in your heart.

Lol, seriously? Do you know how tiny spiders are in comparison to a human? They don't do nothing to you. If you hold one, all they try to do is escape out of your hands. They just like travelling ;) Seriously though, they are harmless!

It's a shame that they are najis cos they're absolutely adorable!

I hate cats. Prefer dogs; loyal and cute!