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salam my plan was to dress and behave low key. I wasnt going to wear three robes ana ammamah just sweat pants, long tee shirt kuffi. i had planned to to pray on paper instead of turbah or rock. i was going to do last day of Shahrul Ramadan at Sayyidana ZAYNAB OR MAYBE eID NIGHT. I was thinking to do eid prayers and amal in hotel than see prymaids, go to Masjid Ras Imam Hussayn as than get lunch/dinner . should i go for Eid prayers loos hard to get a sit. how is praying as shia in their rows there? i was going to get typhoid vacine maybe before going and check that i have hep a vacine. can you walk the roads there or better to take cab shuttle or metro ? i plan to buy prymaid tickets for both days just in case. should i only eat in the hotel nicer restraunts ? i know i have to do bottled water there should i avoid street food ? 2000 grand enough for two days mix of local us and card ? thoughts greatly appreciated itmas duaa

salam first of all condolences for one of the worst calaminities and longest program salah amal ziyarah of the year the maytrdom by the munafiqun thru posioning of the Holy Prophet Rasul Allah sawa and Imam Hassan Al Mujtaba Tabatabai ul Rasul Allah as for 28th Safar. i have read some disscussion online whewre they are complaining about no english banners, no english chants, no american flags etc in the Arbaiin Masheerah/Jaloos/Procession is it a straw man agrument or does it have merits ? i did see non muslims defending it as a relgious procession peaceful etc thoughts wallahu alam

Salam this was probably posted in relation to a discussion on iqceew and free will or or something to that matter I’m curious what is your ethnic background since you seem hyper focused on racial issues? Wallahu Alam

Salam as a former member of the Crips, I can 100% say this is exactly sounds like something an OG would order done over a slight. I am also not surprised that he tattletale on himself and his book and I was trying to backtrack it. Most of the time in the gang world you’re not dealing with rocket scientist you get a few smart people who are just in bad neighborhoods and bad situations they get pulled in and most of them either find Islam, another religion or high school ends and they go off to college and drift away 90% of people who enter into it or born into it will die in it unfortunately I have seen people murdered over chewing the wrong kind of gum drinking the wrong kind of soda wearing the wrong sports hat or jersey, accidentally looking at someone, etc. there’s no grand conspiracy as I suspected they never was just gang members killing gang members, which unfortunately isn’t an everyday occurrence? I am so happy I got out at 14 before I really had the chance to do anything bad and converted to Islam joining the seminary almost right away Wallahu Alam

Salam it would help us too if you could say what ethnic background Indian Pakistani? Arabi ? Persian ? The community here could give a better answer if we knew the background of the people that why they’re feeling and reacting like this Also, something he could do is if he has the income higher a person of their ethnic and linguistic background to help for a couple hours during the day even if he’s living with them, that would be a good thing it’s called caretaker burnout. There are also organizations that help for very little to free the limited amounts of time. The burnout is real and it sounds like he’s mentally and physically worn out. He should repent for cursing along and behaving this way part of it is probably mental burnout. The other part is probably lack of actual faith beyond cultural practice of Islam. wallahu Alam

Salam Shrines of Sayyida Zaynab as Sayyida Umm Khuthum as Sayyida Ruqqayyah as are there we’re in Damascus, depending on the scholar And reports of their shrines and the visitation rituals didn’t become popular or well-known so between the 13 and 1500s modern era so almost 1000 Hijra Ayatullah Bahjat Ra believe their shrines were there I always thought because Sayyida Ruqqayah as and Umm Khuthum as died in the dungeon that they were just buried in Damascus and that and that their sister as when she died, had her body sent there to be reunited The cursed Yazid la didn’t want or revolt and saw his plans and backfired when people saw the holy family in the truth. It makes sense the scholarly opinion I’ve also heard that the bodies were shipped to Egypt to avoid a rallying point to get them far far away from the ummayyad capital . So insured visiting Egypt and visiting Syria both have equal merits in this regard and if one could afford one or the other or both they should do that Sayyida Nafisa as who is a Hassani is also buried there Now we have many prophets that we don’t know who they were 4000 were sent to the Israelites, some scholars believe the ancestors of the holy prophet sawa were prophets and messengers or Alawiya but this doesn’t come close to 124,000 So for example, some scholars are the opinion that Ank Aten was the prophet in his grave is in southern Egypt There are similar views based on kalamuddin for Buddha There is one not so strong. How do you discount Zara but there are other indications for Zara as long as as well as Darius as well as Cyrus in Persia There’s at least a discussion in the seminary of India and Krishna and Rama Confucius and Lao Tzu are also discussed And Allah knows best Egypt is an old civilization. Who knows how many prophets are buried there There are many masjids in Egypt as well that are famous and worth seeing There’s a discussion among scholars that his body was moved or left there, but Muhammad ibn Abi Bakr Ra is buried there near Cairo same with the great companion of the command of the faithful peace be upon him Malik Ashtar Ra Wallahu Alam

Salam The other Aimmah were not forced to give former oath of allegiance ie Bayah. They lived under the terror and oppression of these rulers, but the rulers did not force them to give formal oath of allegiance, which would’ve meant the infallible were legitimizing and agreeing with their leadership and thus did not occur.ĺl Yazid was the only one to demand this where as the Suhul of Imam Hassan as was a treaty in peace agreement or rather what we now called an armistice not bayah The narrations, mostly in the historical books to claim the commander of the faithful peace bottom give all allegiance to the first is incorrect even the statement where he gave allegiance with a closed fist is not valid Sayyid Khumanyi Ra is a mere scholar but he didn’t give oath of allegiance to the shah so how could an infallible wallahu Alam

salam ziyarah for tonight Ziaraat Mp3 Pdf jpg Peace be on the Prophet of Allah, Peace be on the Messenger of Allah, Peace be on Muhammad the leader of the Messengers, Peace be on Muhammad the leader of the foremost ones. Peace be on one whom Allah sent as a mercy to the universe. Peace be on you, O Prophet and the mercy and blessings of Allah be upon you. Peace be on Fatima, the daughter of Asad, the Hashimite, Peace be upon you O truthful and contented one; Peace be upon you O virtuous and pure one; Peace be upon you O virtuous and pure one; Peace be upon You O noble and contented one; Peace be upon you O one who looked after Muhammad, the seal of the Prophets. Peace be upon you O mother of the leader of the successors. Peace be upon you who showed compassion to the Prophet of Allah, seal of the Prophets; Peace be upon you O one who raised the trustworthy friend of Allah; Peace be upon you, on your soul and on your pure body; May peace, mercy and blessings be upon you and on your son. I bear witness that you supported in the best manner possible and fulfilled your obligation and strived for the pleasure of Allah and exerted yourself in protecting the Prophet of Allah, being aware of his status; believing in his truthfulness; acknowledging his prophecy, perceiving his blessings; taking responsibility of his upbringing, dealing with him affectionately; ready to serve him; choosing what please him, preferring what he like; I bear witness that you spent your life on the (true) faith and adhering to the most noble religion, being pleased and contented, pure, clean, guarded and virtuous. May Allah be pleased and satisfied with you; may He make heaven as your house and permanent abode. O Allah, send y our greetings on Muhammad and the family of Muhammad and make my visiting her beneficial to me and make me firm in my love for her and do not deprive me of her intercession and the intercession of the Imams from her loins; so grant me her company and gather me with her and with her pure children; O Allah, do not make it my last visit to her and grant me another visit to her as long as You keep me alive and if You cause me to die then gather me with her ranks and include me amongst those receiving her intercession by Your mercy, O Most Merciful of the Merciful ones. O Allah, I ask You by her status and high position in front of You, forgive me and my parents and all believing men and women and grant us goodness in this and the next world and save us, by Your mercy, from the punishment of the fire السَّلاَمُ عَلَى نَبِيِّ اللَّهِ السَّلاَمُ عَلَى رَسُولِ اللَّهِ السَّلاَمُ عَلَى مُحَمَّدٍ سَيِّدِ الْمُرْسَلِينَ‏ السَّلاَمُ عَلَى مُحَمَّدٍ سَيِّدِ الْأَوَّلِينَ السَّلاَمُ عَلَى مُحَمَّدٍ سَيِّدِ الْآخِرِينَ‏ السَّلاَمُ عَلَى مَنْ بَعَثَهُ اللَّهُ رَحْمَةً لِلْعَالَمِينَ السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكَ أَيُّهَا النَّبِيُّ وَ رَحْمَةُ اللَّهِ وَ بَرَكَاتُهُ‏ السَّلاَمُ عَلَى فَاطِمَةَ بِنْتِ أَسَدٍ الْهَاشِمِيَّةِ السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكِ أَيَّتُهَا الصِّدِّيقَةُ الْمَرْضِيَّةُ السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكِ أَيَّتُهَا التَّقِيَّةُ النَّقِيَّةُ السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكِ أَيَّتُهَا الْكَرِيمَةُ الرَّضِيَّةُ (الْمَرْضِيَّةُ) السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكِ يَا كَافِلَةَ مُحَمَّدٍ خَاتَمِ النَّبِيِّينَ السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكِ يَا وَالِدَةَ سَيِّدِ الْوَصِيِّينَ‏ السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكِ يَا مَنْ ظَهَرَتْ شَفَقَتُهَا عَلَى رَسُولِ اللَّهِ خَاتَمِ النَّبِيِّينَ‏ السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكِ يَا مَنْ تَرْبِيَتُهَا لِوَلِيِّ اللَّهِ الْأَمِينِ السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكِ وَ عَلَى رُوحِكِ وَ بَدَنِكِ الطَّاهِرِ السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكِ وَ عَلَى وَلَدِكِ وَ رَحْمَةُ اللَّهِ وَ بَرَكَاتُهُ‏ أَشْهَدُ أَنَّكِ أَحْسَنْتِ الْكَفَالَةَ وَ أَدَّيْتِ الْأَمَانَةَ وَ اجْتَهَدْتِ فِي مَرْضَاةِ اللَّهِ‏ وَ بَالَغْتِ فِي حِفْظِ رَسُولِ اللَّهِ عَارِفَةً بِحَقِّهِ مُؤْمِنَةً بِصِدْقِهِ مُعْتَرِفَةً بِنُبُوَّتِهِ‏ مُسْتَبْصِرَةً بِنِعْمَتِهِ كَافِلَةً بِتَرْبِيَتِهِ مُشْفِقَةً عَلَى نَفْسِهِ وَاقِفَةً عَلَى خِدْمَتِهِ مُخْتَارَةً رِضَاهُ (مُؤْثِرَةً هَوَاهُ) وَ أَشْهَدُ أَنَّكِ مَضَيْتِ عَلَى الْإِيمَانِ وَ التَّمَسُّكِ بِأَشْرَفِ الْأَدْيَانِ رَاضِيَةً مَرْضِيَّةً طَاهِرَةً زَكِيَّةً تَقِيَّةً نَقِيَّةً فَرَضِيَ اللَّهُ عَنْكِ وَ أَرْضَاكِ وَ جَعَلَ الْجَنَّةَ مَنْزِلَكِ وَ مَأْوَاكِ‏ اللَّهُمَّ صَلِّ عَلَى مُحَمَّدٍ وَ آلِ مُحَمَّدٍ وَ انْفَعْنِي بِزِيَارَتِهَا وَ ثَبِّتْنِي عَلَى مَحَبَّتِهَا وَ لاَ تَحْرِمْنِي شَفَاعَتَهَا وَ شَفَاعَةَ الْأَئِمَّةِ مِنْ ذُرِّيَّتِهَا وَ ارْزُقْنِي مُرَافَقَتَهَا وَ احْشُرْنِي مَعَهَا وَ مَعَ أَوْلاَدِهَا الطَّاهِرِينَ‏ اللَّهُمَّ لاَ تَجْعَلْهُ آخِرَ الْعَهْدِ مِنْ زِيَارَتِي إِيَّاهَا وَ ارْزُقْنِي الْعَوْدَ إِلَيْهَا أَبَداً مَا أَبْقَيْتَنِي وَ إِذَا تَوَفَّيْتَنِي‏ فَاحْشُرْنِي فِي زُمْرَتِهَا وَ أَدْخِلْنِي فِي شَفَاعَتِهَا بِرَحْمَتِكَ يَا أَرْحَمَ الرَّاحِمِينَ‏ اللَّهُمَّ بِحَقِّهَا عِنْدَكَ وَ مَنْزِلَتِهَا لَدَيْكَ اغْفِرْ لِي وَ لِوَالِدَيَّ وَ لِجَمِيعِ الْمُؤْمِنِينَ وَ الْمُؤْمِنَاتِ‏ وَ آتِنَا فِي الدُّنْيَا حَسَنَةً وَ فِي الْآخِرَةِ حَسَنَةً وَ قِنَا بِرَحْمَتِكَ عَذَابَ النَّارِ TRANSLITERATION ASSALAMU ALAA NABIYYILLAH. 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Salam the narration about believers refers only to Ithna Ashari Shia Muslims, he doesn’t refer to the others Only one scholar that I’m aware of was the opinion that the others can reach the level of faith and that was Sayyid Kumayl Haydari a few other current professors in Iran, I can think of and some of the professors and scholars from the 60s and 70s might’ve held a similar view either it wasn’t widely published or they didn’t express it wallahu Alam The meaning is a bad person who follows the 14 is better than a good person who doesn’t because the bad person who follows the 14 will eventually wake up and say what the heck is wrong with me and start doing good. Where is a good person who doesn’t follow the 14 will eventually become corrupted. You can take the example of Einstein and the atomic bomb. Edison and some of his behavior and his later life and many other scientist to initially started all very good and wanting to help people that went bad let alone people with money

Salam Sayyid Sistani Ra Wakil in Georgia, who taught of the third level in Najaf, considered the Agha Khani non Muslim and said the fatwa of purity for Sayid Sistani was only for Bohras . Circa 2010 haven’t heard he or his office changed views Marriage with what is permissible versus what is common sense and recommended is very different the Agha khani don’t remotely resemble Islam or do anything similar to what we do and the Bohras I need permission to Māori to take a job and almost anything else important from the Office of their Imam who they say it’s been in occultation since the Fatimad period It wouldn’t be the most popular practical or common sense marriage And with all respect to our senior Willmas, some of them for my professors and teachers, they look at this very differently in Iran and Iraq. They’re looking at that the man is the head of the household, and the man has controll over everything and that he effectively decides how his children are raised, and that the woman would be more influenced by him. Its often not the case in the west at all as those who have lived there knows, they mostly 90% of the time they give custody of children to the woman. The father maybe has six days a month where he can see the children he has to pay for, but he doesn’t have any say in how they’re raised. That’s bad enough when you’re dealing with two believers but when you’re dealing with other types of Muslims or non-Muslims it becomes a very bad situation. I am not criticizing this from a practical standpoint I’m looking at it from a standpoint of the fact that the reality on the ground and the west is very different I also don’t apply the rule of the bizarre here when I go to buy food, I demand to see the paperwork because most of the so-called Muslims here don’t reach the level of justice, whereas traditionally we apply that narration to any Muslim store This is a discussion I’ve had with the senior Olema. They look at the matters because they understand the situation is different but generally, unless you ask a specific question according to your region, they give a general answer for the whole world. wallahu Alam

Salam between Arbaiin and Shahdat Rasul Allah sawa wa Imam Hassan as are three neglected nights 22 and 24 - Sayyida Zaynab as or Sayyida Umm Khuthum as or Sayyida Masuma as Shahadat 23 - Sayyida Fatimah bint Asad as Shahadat wallahu alam

Salam interesting However, generally, this verse also refers to a miracle during the lifetime of the holy prophet, peace, and blessings upon where he made the moon come from the sky. It got smaller and smaller. He ripped it in half each half went up his sleeve and came out his neck he put the side of his neck from the shirt. He put it back together and pushed it towards the sky. It got bigger and bigger till it returned to its place. It’s also referred to in many commentaries to be when the moon is split in half before the end of time Poetically since our Lady Fatima, peace upon her is referred to the moon in commentary. It means that her heart was split in half after the martyrdom of Imam Hussayn as at Karbalah But your scientific commentary is very interesting and quite probable if the numbers are accurate because obviously verses have more than one meaning wallahu Alam

Salam she could also advise her to actually marry this guy Unless I’m understanding it wrong they’re both Muslims and my parents know so why play games were texting just go ahead and get married wallahu Alam

Salam whoever sees a sin is pleased with it is a partner in it Whoever sees a sin and remains silent, has become pleased with it The holy prophet, the commander of the faithful and the sixth guide peace on them all

salam you need too understand if your wife is working that threatens your benefits, unless they say she is your stay at home care giver for mental health. the ssi isnt the main thing the medicaid is. with mental or physical issuses you need insurance. what is your age ? can you speak arabic/farsi/urdu? open to marrying black american ? why havent you applied for low income housing ? (a lower income man with his own place looks better than living at home ) does your family/threapist/social worker/ case manager think you can handle the stress of marriage and kids ? are your disabilites genetic in a way you have a chance of passing thm on to your kids ? are you willing to be a stay at home dad and could you handle it ? have you looked into ssi transtion to work year program ? can you hsandle the stress of a real job ? what region are you in so we can refer you to mashaikin and musala ? i got married to a tahir wa bakirah Sayyid from a strong tribe and relgious family while i had no income so its possible but disability has to be looked at realistically in your case . i am going to say this and it wont be popular, a disabled male is gonna to have much more diffculty than a disabled female wallahu alam

salam SSI is basically bayt ul mal for the mentally or physical ill, not transfereable. they cut you off once your out of the us for a month.

salam he is a teenager living in the west from what i can tell. this level of confusion, is everywhere among this age range. generation x and y has done a terrible job passing the din in a meaningful way to gen z and alpha wallahu alam

Salam i am meaning Adam is the Khalifa of Nur I Muhammad ie 14 infallibles on earth til the Nur could be sent down as flesh Allah essence was informing the angels he was going to create a representative for the light of Muhammad on earth until the light of Muhammad could be sent to the Earth wallahu Alam

Salam Beyond the theological problems and giving views supports and likes to something they can promote the wrong creed The issue is that many of these modern nasheeds are very musical I was looking at some for the Eid of the 18th not poetry it’s beyond even qawalai It’s better to abstain from these things in general Two or three people to site short traditional poetry for the holidays is fine six and seven hours of poetry listening to these all day I was listening to some nauhas when I worked out a few years ago, but it gets to the point where even though the remembrance is good sometimes the format isn’t better to listen to lectures or books Something else to keep in mind, we have strong narrations. The poetry is completely forbidden in the blessed month of Ramadan. Even if it’s praising the 14 so this is something to think about when we look at the 10th 15th 19th through 21st of the blessed month For the 17th of the third month things like the white moon is rising in a traditional voice that doesn’t resemble music is fine but again there are more important things to do wallahu Alam

Salam please prayers all. Flying out the second last day of the holy month of Ramadan, the blessed arriving the last fast staying the whole day of Eid and leaving late the next night going into 2nd shawwal Duaas everything goes smooth Visa is approved and no flight delays on the time comes itmas duaa

Salam wallahu Alam it’s like sometimes when women would get their hair done, they would sleep on their face cause they don’t wanna mess up their hair I don’t wanna speculate people aren’t washing their hands after using the toilet for 24 hours, but it wouldn’t surprise me People not offering their prayers for weird reason reasoning wouldn’t surprise me wallahu Alam

salam cultrually arabs tended to burn frankensense myrrh and sandlewood but Quran Qari daily 4 quls and charity have better effect and are more authentic disclaimer i like to burn said incense in musalah and wear there prefume wallahu alam

salam a woman came to imam sadiq as and said dr prescribed alchol ointment for eyes, he said do not take it. when she left he shook his head, his companion ask its haram even if its medicine he said even one drop is prohibited imam ali as said the key to the door of all sins is alchol imam sadiq as said there is no taqiyah in blood (murder) or wine some ulama allow food where alchol occurs as a natural by product or is less than 2 percent not that is purposely added and can cause intoxication, if its not add on purpose and less than 2 percent some ulama allow it as said however alchol that is liquid is najis, also you talk to the diffferent offices of Sayyid Sistani ra you get different answers it would be more precayrtious ie ihtiyati or ahwati to avoid it re is a disscussion with links from here here is Sayyid Sistani ra website https://www.sistani.org/english/qa/01123/#15614 wallahu alam

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salam with all respect if the inhertiance is enough for hajj you havbe to go, since you have ssi and live with your mom you have something to return too. You must do hahjj or umrah wether you like it or not. With SSi you cant earn income without losing it or riskiung your medical, if its for mental; health issuses you go work a while and than have an espoide. i would apply for income based housing if i was you as well. See if your doctor and social worker/case manager feel you could maintain work. if you get caught double dipping its a federal felony. so either you have to be able to get off ssi and work or stay on. i am taking care of two disavbled people i know how ssi and medicaid work. i am advising you sicerly, plus if the money isnt life changing you have to soend it any way, better to spend on hajj and umrah and not die a disbeliver, hadith is clear about one who has moneyt for hajj and wont go. by combing ssi fs medicaid and low income, going to gym and threapy, saving a liuttle money by paying your mother, and she save it for youy you could maybe take small l trips. You can still get married but mental health and marriage is something you have to think about . itmas duaa