Salam brothers and sisters...please i need ur views on whats happening with me...... before moharram i passed through a phase where i was totally away from god,i had stopped praying,and totally forgot about my religion,moharram came and i started attending ashura lectures in our local mosque,the other day the sheikh was talking bout tawba,bout return to god,bout this life and how its just a passage to eternal life,it was like i heard that stuff for the 1st time,its been a few days im up till 4am everyday thinking,1 day i feel that im totally into what he said,and i go to the extreme that i wan