Salam Aleykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh
It's been for me years that I converted to Shi'a Islam, but I have been struggling with some few things. Obviously I know that Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) is testing us humans and that struggling in Islam is always important. However I really would like to know advices or experiences from brothers and sisters.
I am struggling to confess my parents about my beliefs. My family has a really troublesome story in regards of religion. My mom is Catholic, my father was a JW, but became Catholic for my mother, but also is spirituality interested to Buddhism and Hinduism. My paternal grandparents who are JW often made a hard time with discussions, meanwhile my maternal family is between being Catholic and Irreligious. I realized both parts of my family are really ignorant about Islam and their schools and usually believe what they see on the mass media and experience with cultural Muslims.
I really want to say the truth, but I always fear to say it, that I start a family drama. I often had to hide prayers or I missed them which is pretty annoying. Also telling my family about the aspects of Shi'a Islam is pretty difficult, because they get too emotional.
If anybody knows something even a Dua, pls comment.
Wa Salam and may Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) bless you