Hey I have been diagnosed with autism too... and I love it! lol I believe till this day that had Allah created me otherwise, I would have ended up like one of those typical teenagers in school. Having many friends, going out partying perhaps later in life, lacking curiosity, etc. I even look at my sister with pity. She has such a normal and boring life. It lacks knowledge or curiosity. It lacks ambition. She doesn’t care about Islamic philosophy, logic, theoretical physics or maths. I see emptiness in her and others around me. They constantly show me logical fallacies and illogical behaviour.