Thank you for your response, I'm with you in the remember Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) in everything. Today I was on the train and there was crying baby, but all I could think was Alhumdullilah a mother has been blessed with a child. When I was walking today my mind just drifted to Islam, our Prophet (s), the Ahlul Bayt (s), looking at the creation of Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى), the sky the sun, the moon, the clouds etc. This is literally how 90% of my day goes every single day. The past few months the way I view things has changed so much, but theres so much more I could improve, my c