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    Shia Ithna-Asheri Jafari... I wish, but I'm awful
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  1. The problem is that I don't pursue deep contemplation. How do I build up the courage to do so?
  2. I hesitate asking for advice because I am likely to ignore the most beautiful of advice.
  3. W/Salam. I apologize for ruining this site with my problems. Unfortunately, I am back to square one again. Will I ever change? Doubt it... I'm a lazy, irrational, idiot who lacks any self-control or r
  4. God is all-aware. God is more aware of my situation than I am. In this way, I am limited. Moderators please approve my posts, thanks.
  5. Through sin it went away. As per Islamic teachings. By bad I meant "worse off" This doesn't mean anything. Which needs to have some basis. I'm not going to go around believing in whatever suits my fancy. That's how people go astray. You're right 'just because it feels right/wrong' doesn't make it so. But, there has been a contradiction between my logical beliefs and my spirituality. Perhaps I do not accept these hadith. It is not the truth through my verification of it. Sure, but that's not relevant here. What is your definition of limited?
  6. Thank you for taking the time out of your day to write, but... I already disagree with your premise. I want to be me again. I want to return to something closer to my fitra. I want to return to the heightened state of God consciousness that I once had. Admittedly, I was sometimes inconsistent, but I was never as bad as I am know. Not to mention that what you are saying is quite contrived... maybe foreign to Islam. We are limited, and it is a substantiated belief with evidence. Don't be pretentious. This is core to Islam and Monotheism. God is unlimited (beyond limitations)
  7. I am such an evil hypocrite. I know nothing of God, yet I worship Him. I know zero about God, yet I can't be bothered to crack open a book, read a PDF, read an article, watch a video, read dua, read Qur'an to learn about Him, His Prophet (s), and the Prophet's family (a). I can't build up the courage/strength to engage with my faith. All I do is waste my time in all other aspects of life too. And I don't care enough to realize that what I'm doing is stupid and going to backfire on me. And I can't get back in, because all I think of when I think of God is shirk shirk shirk shirk shirk shirk ima
  8. I have not committed a single sin since I last posted, alhamdulillah. I am much happier now, and a better person. Yet, I don't feel close to God. Whenever I think of God, shirk images come to mind. My comprehension of tawhid (Oneness of God) is lacking too, I'm having trouble connecting to this concept. I think I don't fully see the importance in it all, which is bad. Furthermore, I feel totally absent minded and unable to form a thought. I feel nothingness constantly. I am always distracted, unable to focus on the words in Salah, and everything else in my life to an extent. There is just t
  9. May Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) reward all of you so much! I had a very successful happy day today, alhamdulillah. I hope to maintain this, inshallah. ... Wasalam
  10. I am addicted to everything Haram. I can't find my way back to the deen. I don't know where to jump back in from... my belief in Tawhid has been corrupted through sins (through forgetting God). I feel lazy, apathetic, indifferent, and I don't know how to change. It feels like there is a constant stressful battle between good and evil going on within me, but evil easily wins every time. I barely know God anymore, I barely understand monotheism anymore. Thank God though that I still get furious when I hear something blasphemous being said... but then I think of what a hypocrite I am. I am a
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