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In the Name of God بسم الله

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  1. This is an eye opener Subhan’Allah. I never thought of it that way.
  2. Salam, no the item I want is not materialistic. Just acceptance into an education program that I want.
  3. Salam everyone, I’m sorry to annoy you all, this is probably really off topic. I just need someone to listen to me as I have no friends or family who would want to hear me rant. I have been begging God for this one thing for months. I won’t say what it is as I know a lot of you will think it is pathetic but to me it means the world to achieve this goal. It has been my dream for a while to achieve this thing and I just feel like Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) is ignoring me at this point. I feel like he has forgotten me. I feel like I was put on this earth to suffer. I ask for signs all the time and I get nothing. I make duaa I get nothing. I put my heart and soul into achieving this goal and nothing. Everyone around me has been getting this goal and I just can’t seem to get it. I have been praying about this since I can remember. I prayed endlessly during Ramadan. I stayed up for Laylatul Qadr making numerous dua. I pray for it every night and every morning and every hour of the day. I ask for intercession by the prophets and Imams to help me get this one thing. I pray salatul layl just for this one thing, and I just can’t seem to get it. I would do ANYTHING for it, but I really feel like God is making me suffer. Why does Allah make me suffer through the thing I want most? What did I do for this punishment? Why do I always suffer? What am I doing wrong? I am extremely grateful for everything alhamdulilah but at this point it feels like Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) just wants me to give up. I feel so lonely and dead inside. I just wish Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) would give me this. This is so embarrassing, humiliating, and I just feel so miserable. I have done EVERYTHING in my power to achieve this goal and it seems like I’m just as far as I was at the beginning. Why does God hate me? Why is he ignoring me? I really hope you guys understand how important for me this is. My parents and friends and family are relying on me and I just can’t achieve this goal. It feels like Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) is laughing at me and telling me to stop making duaa because it will never happen. I am so upset. Please talk to me I feel so alone. I have done everything and I still feel empty inside. It feels like duaas just don’t work. Why does Allah hate me? Why is this my life? Jazakallah.
  4. Salam brothers and sisters, I hope all is well. I am extremely stressed about getting into a university program to the point where this stress has been consuming my entire life. I cannot focus on anything, and I have nightmares about being a failure. I cant even do my schoolwork because I am just so stressed and scared of failure. I am scared that if I do my schoolwork, i will fail in the end and it will all be wasted. It has been my dream to get into this program and I can’t stop thinking about it. Please brothers and sisters help me and make duaa for me. Any advice would also be appreciated. I am terrified.
  5. Salam Alaykum brothers and sisters, I feel like a failure. I did not get into university with the marks I have and feel extremely saddened and like a failure and a disappointment. I have another chance, but I have been trying my best and really feel burnt out at this point. I kindly ask that you all make duaa for me to get into this university, as this is the most important thing for me right now. Please make duaa for me. May Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) reward and bless you all insha’Allah. Thank you.
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