MartyS

My dear sweet daughter as time goes by I feel more and more we are being disconnected your birth was truly a blessing for me after a difficult time 
you were my everything watching you grow up and having people around you caring for you and loving you when I can’t be there hurts me alot
i wish I could be the one holding your hand and helping you during hard times 
I would give anything to have one more day with you and just play with you like we used to play 
 
I miss your laughter I miss holding you when you were sad I miss you singing to your brother 
I’ve missed out on so much in your life I hate living with this 
i wish daddy would let me know you more 
if you ever read this one day my sweet girl know that mummy loves you and wants you nobody what anybody says I never abandoned you 
I hope one day we can be reunited 
I pray Allah will always keep you safe my precious baby