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This is a test brother,a test for patience I myself had this problem for like 2 years now but you shouldn’t give up just because u know that u’ll go back to it,Everytime u feel depressed just remember and be grateful to Allah that you’re not addicted towards drugs or alcohol cuz they are much harder to quit,if you cannot completely stop it then try to reduce it,do it like once a week then try to do it once in two weeks then once in three weeks,until u marry or quit masterbation.

Want to make my first the last

يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا كُتِبَ عَلَيْكُمُ الْقِصَاصُ فِي الْقَتْلَى ۖ الْحُرُّ بِالْحُرِّ وَالْعَبْدُ بِالْعَبْدِ وَالْأُنثَىٰ بِالْأُنثَىٰ ۚ فَمَنْ عُفِيَ لَهُ مِنْ أَخِيهِ شَيْءٌ فَاتِّبَاعٌ بِالْمَعْرُوفِ وَأَدَاءٌ إِلَيْهِ بِإِحْسَانٍ ۗ ذَٰلِكَ تَخْفِيفٌ مِّن رَّبِّكُمْ وَرَحْمَةٌ ۗ فَمَنِ اعْتَدَىٰ بَعْدَ ذَٰلِكَ فَلَهُ عَذَابٌ أَلِيمٌ - 2:178 O you who have believed, prescribed for you is legal retribution for those murdered - the free for the free, the slave for the slave, and the female for the female. But whoever overlooks from his brother anything, then there should be a suitable follow-up and payment to him with good conduct. This is an alleviation from your Lord and a mercy. But whoever transgresses after that will have a painful punishment.

So recently I started watching a korean drama called “memories of alhambra”,in the drama there is an episode where it talks about The hand of Fatima and the key to the heavens,I thought that alhambra was supposed to be a spanish word,turns out it was an Arabic word(lol how dumb am I),It was said that Fatima will open the gate of heavens with the key,that confuses me, shouldn’t Prophet Muhammad (p.b.u.h) be the first one to open the gates of heaven in the resurrection day,I did do some research about this but couldn’t understand as to who specifically will open the gate of the heavens

Definitely,I always try to look at the personality first as the looks will fade away over time

Remembered in school and decided to have a discussion with my friend,couldn’t ask the teachers now could I?

I’ve had this question on my mind for a while.had this discussion with my friend today and he said that the initial stage is fun but he feels like the rest will eventually get boring,Well we’re teenagers so we don’t anything about marriage and the real life out there.

So I ordered pizza online today and the delivery guy accidentally gave me more change than he should have,I called the restaurant back and told them about the situation and they said that they will call the delivery guy back,But he never did come(when he came to my home there was like 2 more pizzas in the bag so I figured that he went to his next customer quickly)I feel so bad for keeping the money

If things like smartphones exist in the next decade,something might replace smartphones Who knows?

Ummm i don’t think you have to repeat your prayers if you didn’t know that your wudoo and salam was wrong,as per my knowledge you just have to stop doing them wrong once you know

The sun literally burns you out here,in summer the temperature go as high as 60 degree celcius

Whatever it was,it might have entirely changed my life

Well,i was heading back from a trip with my aunt’s husband,And throughout my life i dont think ive ever had a decent conversation with him(keep in mind that the trip back was a long way)so the first quarter hour or so i was just silent and too afraid(shy) to speak,but after a while i decided not to think anymore and just start the conversation(I always think alot before starting a conversation)And it actually worked,after starting the conversation,i kept extending the conversation which I normally don’t do and I wasn’t feeling afraid while talking anymore,usually when my parents or sometimes friends ask me why I’m not speaking,I usually say that I don’t know what to say but this time i just said the first thing that came to my mind and i was surprised it worked so i will keep doing that from now on and now when i think about talking to people i dont feel uncomfortable but i have to practice a bit more especially the eye contact

For years i had difficulty communicating with people,Some of you might remember cuz i posted a thread about this months ago,well i think I finally got over my fear of communicating with people(tho i still have problem maintaining eye contact).I can now start a conversation properly and without fear(well it requires more practice).

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