HumanForLife

Every time I look back at my history I see myself depressed, I can't seem to remember if I was ever happy inside, I just want to remember one moment, just one moment, so I can feel it, remember it and try to experience again, I've forgotten what its like. All I remember is my fake smiles and laughs, I try by best to distract myself with reading and extra prayers (which calms me down) but its gets overwhelming at certain times, the frustrating part is after all these years I think I know whats causing it, but I'm too scared to do anything about it, it feels like if I open the door a beast will engulf me, so I make sure it stays at the corner of my mind, oppressed. I'm at very very very low point right now, I have never let any of this out before, I heard writing things out would help, it doesn't seem like it's working, maybe that kind of thing is meant for when the mind is cluttered. I can overcome this, but i'm to scared to overcome it, so it seems I have chosen to stay depressed, there's also the chance I'm wrong about the root cause so there's that too. Goodnight everyone, my apologies for posting this type of post.

found this metaphor on the internet. Imagine you're on an Arctic expedition, walking towards the North Pole, At some point you find you simply can't go any further North. There's nothing physically stopping you, but the entire concept of "North" no longer applies at this point (the pole). "Before" the Big Bang is the same way.

I remember reading Pakistan has the highest number of birth defects due to first cousin marriages. 72% of all marriages are to first cousins and one in ten children born to these couples are born with some sort of birth defect. anyone know if this is true ?

My wife stares and follows me everywhere until I admit I was wrong, maybe you can try that. I'm too lazy to argue with a stubborn person so i just drop the subject/conversation.

http://www.newsmax.com/Newsfront/isis-apologized-november-israeli/2017/04/28/id/787117/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unit_731

anyone know the meaning ?

I heard in some Arab countries that if a man rapes a woman but then marrys her he is protected from prosecution. does anyone know how this law came about ?

I don't agree with what he's saying, but its a nice video thanks for sharing it.

what does he mean by 'celebrations' on 2:41

Where did prophet Muhammad live the majority of his life ?

worth watching ?

If I remember correctly, I believe the summary said the series shows the life of the second Caliph, before and after he embraces in Islam. Is its accurate ?

whats the ruling on eating insects ?