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In the Name of God بسم الله
I don't want to like or love or hate, Abalfazal Abbas ibn Ali, I have had enough of imagination thoughts about him and all the imams. I don't want their help nor want their hatred. I don't want to follow them nor hate them. I don't want to ask them help for worldly desires, I have had enough of being deceived, imaginations, feeling that he would help. I am just disappointed, I have no longer have faith in him or his Lord Allah or whatever his name is. I just want to let go of him and everyone, I know problems in life is my fault, but I no longer want to have interest in seeking them for help, cause I don't see their help, it's all bull[Edited Out] imaginations. Yes, I need to help myself, but I don't know sometimes why things go wrong in life or maybe Allah blocks it, to make me more frustrated. I will no longer have interest to do anything for them for worldly desires or gain something. Even if I have I or prayed for worldly desires I regret. I just want to get him out of my mind, I just want to live my life. They are all dead, why should I cry for them? why should I be depressed for them? they died in Karbala? why? I rather cry for my own misery and faults. I have had enough of thoughts about them. I just wanted his help/forgiveness in some of my mistakes, but now I don't care, I just let go. I don't care anymore, I will just face what ever comes in life and the unforeseen consequences.