In the Name of God بسم الله
Gaius I. Caesar's post in How to escape from my past without consequences was marked as the answer
Well, I am not a sister but I wouldn't never judge you for your past. But what troubles me, is wanting to escape the past. The past is past, unchangeable. But Allah will always forgive you, and I know that this sounds corny but you definitely find someone who accepts you as you are now and doesn't judge you for your past.
My advice to you is this: Live in the now; Yesterday is already gone and tomorrow may never come. Don't let your regrets or worries stop you from living life to the fullest.