Gaius I. Caesar

@Gaius I. Caesar

Salam, Brother. Please just take a break and come back any time. We appreciate your participation so much! 

Ok, I'll do that, it seems like I am drifting away. If you need me, send me a message. 

Allah bless you, Brother.

Walaikum Salam brother, long time, I'm good alhumdulillah. How have you been?

Wasalam alaikum,

I'm ok, just living as per usual. Alhamdullilah, I am pleased to hear that you are doing good.

Wa aleikum salam akhi, yes I am somewhat busy brother

Hope you are doing well Insha'Allah

I'm hanging in there, just keeping myself busy.

Yay me too. Apparently our brotha is back again 

Alaikas Salaam,

I said your Salaam to DU, he replied:

Oh wow

Walaikum salam

Tell him i send 1000 salam

Cool, tell him I said thanks, I send 2000 salams in return.

salaam to u too...its well thanks...how r u?

I been going to school, I'm feeling okay so far.

Thank you brother alhamdilillah things are getting better. How are you?

I am fine, done with  this semester for the summer.

Aww of course! It's strange how sadness and happiness goes hand in hand sometimes.

Yeah, it is very strange. I feel bad that I had forgotten.

But you hadn't, thing is no matter what takes place in our lives, whether it be a happy or sad occasion. We will always have the tragedies that took place to ahlulbayt (as) and their companions in our hearts. 

No problem Welcome.

Been terribly busy but I am on vacations now heheh. And you?

Almost about to go to college. Miss talking to you, bro. Hope your vacation is a good one.

Yes, we do, brother. Anyway, I am going to be going to school in January next month. But we need to figure out how we can hang out, man.

For sure.  CC?  I was thinking of checking into some courses there.  I really wish there was a proper Shi'a school or center here. Considering trying to learn Arabic and a, totally afraid of it!

Yeah, CC. I am taking an Arabic course for my humanities, while I am nervous, I am not the least bit afraid and hope to embrace it.

Yeah, I would definitely go if there was a Shia school here!

I am usually hang around the Narragansett -Galilee -Jerusalem area, sometimes the Kingston area. Although I have no idea where I'll be today. I fished for pumpkin seeds as practice in one of them ponds in Matunuck. 

Cool man! That's awesome.  I love those spots.  Maybe one of these days we can hit lake Tiogue. 

Sure, I'll let you know when I show up at Lake Tiogue or when I fish.

Sorry to hear that, brother! What's going on?  You OK?

I feel sore and hot ,plus I keep getting sharp pains in the heel of  my left foot.

That doesn't sound like a good time at all.  Sorry to hear that.  I wish this bloody weather would just get cool and dry already!

Wsalam brother I have returned after awakening the rinnegan 

Mash'Allah, now you can do Chibaku Tensei,  lol

Haha I will chibaku tensei the nasibi and the zionists on this forum inshallah

How are you doing today? 

Lol! I have just seen this now but Alhamdulliah all well thanks, how about you?

I could be better, thanks for asking. I am also a revert as well.

So how have u been doing bro? How's Ramadhan going for you?

I am fine and trying to hang in there , Ramadan has been difficult for me right now. I am on a weird sleeping schedule and my family doesn't make fasting easy . My mom doesn't like it when I fast, she's afraid that I'll get sick and wither away  to the point of extreme weakness.I have been trying but I end up having to break it earlier than most people. 

Sucks that I am the only Muslim in my family but at least I have support from Shiachat.

Right now, all I ask my Lord is be able to keep my iman still and forgive my sins. I was keeping a good track until recently. I ended up sinning due to stress, now I am ashamed of myself. 

Thanks for asking,  bro. 

I understand you man. It's definitely harder for you. You struggle is similar to the struggle of the first muslims and companions of the prophet, some of which their parents made it hard on them for being a muslim.

But at all times, don't forget that there is light at the end of the tunnel bro. And also that, Allah (SWT) knows what you are going through.

Imagine a teacher giving one of his students a harder exam compared to other students, and then during the exam, he sees that one student stressing and struggling more than others. He gave him the harder exam, because it suited his level as he had higher potential, although the teacher knew that he had higher potential, but through this exam, he wanted that student himself to know and believe that he's different to others, more capable. 

So bro, your circumstance is similar. You didn't create your circumstance, it is given to you due to the destiny of Allah, ie. that you aren't surrounded by muslim family and friends. But, as with the result of a harder exam, if you go through this well, inshallah you'll have a much better reward.

Although in an exam, the most help one can get is to ask the teacher to read the question for us, but in the life exam, we can ask Allah (SWT) to guide us and even help us through certain problems. So don't forget to make dua to Allah. And don't forget to read lots of Quran, for indeed, the Quran through it's wisdom and stories of earlier prophets and their struggles, gives us a healing, hope and guidance.

Lastly, take it easy on your self brother. See if you can make your sleeping schedule normal. See if you can explain to your parents that 1.5 billion people fast this month. See if you can explain to them the scientifically proven health benefits of fasting. 

Wish you all the best brother, may Allah make this easier for you. Don't forget us in your duas too.

Wa aleikum as salam! Thank you and the same applies to you as well  I hope that Allah (swt) allows you to achieve all of your goals. 

General loneliness, and I am trying to find a partner to my share my life with and marry.

salam,

insha'Allah my brother. May Allah(swt) fulfill all your needs. In the mean time bare patiently hardships...

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Thanks for your kind words and advice. I wish I that a little more patient about this.