Thank you for being my safe place to vent and cry over the years. I might not have been the best user but you all allowed me to vent my feelings. From the troubles of my father, to his passing, from the sickness of my mother, and eventually her passing. Allah Yerhama.
Im grateful for the wonderful brothers and sister who went great length to do duas for my mom and to comfort me. I thank the sisters and brothers who would visit the holy shrines and even during their pilgrimage to Karbala would make dua for my mom. You are amazing human beings and inshallah Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) secures us with strength, patience, and acceptance of whatever He wills. Inshallah He only takes us away when He is happy with us.
id like to forever thank RasulAllah (صلى الله عليه وآله وسلم) and his family peace be upon them for asking Allah to extend my mom’s life which He did until the pain was too much for her and it was only by His Mercy He took her soul back to Him.
i want to forever thank my Rab for His wisdom. He knows how attached I am to mama and the way He planned her death was to make my Nafas accept that her going back to Him was the best option cuz of how severe her pain was that even morphine wasn’t helping anymore. I want to thank my Lord for bringing my mom back to me alive after she was five days in the hospital by herself. Because of the covid they wouldn’t allow us to visit her. During that time I would pray that Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) return my mom back to me alive and good health like how he returned Yusuf (عليه السلام) to Yaqub (عليه السلام). She came back home to live two more weeks with us and she got her wish to die at her home. She died with her children around her. Helping her say the shahadah, putting on duas and recitations of the Quran, and listening to the 99 names of Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى). Ya Allah how my mom loved listening to the 99 names of Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى). Those names helped her more than the morphine did. Allah yerhameek ya imy. I miss you more than you can imagine and I shed the heaviest of tears as I write this. You were innocent with a pure heart. And you kept Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) on your mind till your death and Allah (سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى) approved of you because he kept your hearing and sight even after your speech left you. I want to also thank Sayed Ammar Nakshwani for making letctures in English and every lecture I could apply it to my life. May Allah bless you eternally for helping me learn my religion easier. You are a wonderful man May Allah bless you. His latest Ramadan lecture were about death and SubhanAllah how comforting was to hear them. May Allah grant all of us heaven. I love you all my brothers and sisters. Plz recite Fatiha for the prophet Muhammad and his family (صلى الله عليه وآله وسلم)&hf and for my mother Aisal bint Fatima. And for all of the Muslims of the world. Salam alaykom my family wr wb.