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Thank you for answering, But I don't even know what the problems are. How do I stop these thoughts??

Yes that was me last year. I guess by now I thought these thoughts about suicide would disappear but they haven't. I prayed and repented sooo many times but I always end up in the same place. I feel like this is it. I'm feeling lost. Would you think therapy would help, I don't know what to do anymore.

I'm not a good muslim, I have make terrible mistakes and I still am making terrible mistakes. I have no self worth. I know that god is merciful and kind and will forgive me but, some where in my heart I don't want to be forgiven. I Feel like I deserve to burn in hell. To suffer. I want to harm myself. I want to commit suicide, and I know I will go to hell, and I have come to accept that. I'm going to hell. There are moments where i feel like I don't want a future, i feel hopeless, I don't want to continue so to me suicide is the way to go. Except I'm engaged and I can't hurt him. And I can't hurt my parents. The next few weeks, I have a great opportunity to do this. I don't know if I will 100% go through with it but I have to try. I need your advice. Every time I turned to god, I felt like he was always there for me, Me being the devil .I would repent at night but in the morning commit the same sins Again. God I hate myself and I need to burn in Hell. Please give me any advice you have

I'm 17 I'm planing to not wear hijab in school because people are judgmental. But I'll wear it everywhere else. Plus after high school I'm planing to start wearing my hijab. My question is Will I go to hell because I'm not wearing it? I don't wear any make up and try to dress were it covers my whole body i just don't wear hijab. Will I be punishment even If I ask for forgiveness?

No I don't have it harder. I'm very sorry. I feel terrible, this is the reason why i believe I desreve to go to hell

I myself am an afghan. I feel terrible, knowing what other people go through and I have a pretty decent life. I just believe that I deserve to go to hell and will go to hell even if I don't commit suicide. So wouldn't it be easier to just commit suicide right now?

I been thinking of committing suicide. I have way to much stress and I feel like I have no future. I believe in god, I really do, but I can't do this anymore. I'm not wanted in this world, I know that people care about me. I'm just not happy. I tried being happy, I can't its impossible i been like this for a year now and its killing me. If I do end up committing suicide how badly will I be punished? Will god have any mercy on me. I have decided that its the best choice for me. I just need to know what will happen to me afterwards.

I decided I wanted to go hell. Because my parents are controlling everything i do. They say I have to wear Hijab. And they don't know what that mean. Kids are school are gonna make so much fun of me. I won't have any friends. My teachers won't treat me the same. I promised my self that after I finish high school I'll repent and Wear hijab where ever I go. Btw thats not the only reason I want to commit suicide. I want to go to hell. I deserve it. I think i need some help

yes, I have online friends but they're not muslims

I don't know, I know this is not really a good answer but I just don't have energy sometimes

I'm a shia muslim I try my best to not think about committing suicide. I might be depressed. I tried to be happy but i can't I'm not a good muslim I skip some prayers, I lie and don't do all the things i'm have to do. I don't know what to do any more. I feel like, I should commit suicide. I'm a terrible,a very worthless,and stupid person. I feel like even if i don't commit suicide than i will still go to hell. I not really love in this world and I tried to be a good Muslim but I just can't. I'm struggling and very depressed. I don't know what to do. :cry: I want to commit suicide but i'm just scared and Its like i don't even have enough energy to do it. Please please please help me. give me any advice. I Know committing suicide is a major sin, but at this point I feel that I deserve to go to hell and I just want to do anything and everything to just not be alive. I need some advice? What should i do btw there is no one that I can talk to,other wise I would have. The internet is all I have

Thank you so much, I really appreciate it

Thank you so much, can you please write what the actual gifts are?? I know that one is you must have said all your prayers and fasted what do you have to do?

So I heard there is a hadeeth that said that Allah will only accept some peoples wishes for death. and I heard that you have to have 40 things ready for the angel of death Azreal. One of the 40 things were you must not have any messed fasts or prayers I don't know the other 39 If you know this hadith please please please help me. I can't find it anywhere. It this even a hadith? I'm sort of confused and also if you know any other hadeeths on this subject please share it with me Thank you