Prophet ( PBUHHP ) said: "Shall I tell you a thing which will keep you away from finding faults in other people that is watch out for your weak point and you will never have time for anything to talk about".
Many with the so called good jobs cannot find partners. You are concentrating on the job title, focus on how to make dem monies u get me brejin. In today's world YouTube is your tutor, you can take the good from it or the bad. Research all the types of careers with their prospective qualifications or not. Read, write, go do some volunteering or apply for work. At the interview tell them, the truth, because the point in life is, you are meant to be free and not a slave. If you claim God has guided you, surely he should Guide you whenever in need.
Do not be addicted to such types but be inspired.
Honestly spoken, you have to keep a red line in your argumentation, right now you are all over the place.
Before universe existed, there was no space and there was no time, this is what the big bang theory also says. Since we know from the first law of thermodynamics that energy cannot be created merely transferred, we also know that such a massive amount of energy that was the big bang came from a source and whatever that source was, was there before universe was there, and because universe was not there, time was not relevant either so whatever there was, was beyond time, as in infinite, as in no beginning and no end.
Lastly, i am in no obligation to discuss with you or to share my understanding and view with you, so first of all dont twist my words and second of all if you define what I am saying as gibberish because you first twist what I say, make assumption based on the twisted words and then the judgement that you do not understand it because it does not make sense to you, thus defining it as gibberish, that does not make it necessarily true.