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Marzii

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  1. Allahumma swalliala Muhammad Wa aale Muhammad ...wa ajjil farajahum
  2. Marzii

    Mental illness

    May Allah be with you..and grant your wish to be with our Imam... Salam alaikum... Jazakallah Khair..
  3. Marzii

    Mental illness

    No need to apologise... I'm must say...that you are a firm believer Masha Allah...and I want to be one too.. You're right...I have made some mistakes in life...and I'm repentant..... I just want to love Allah... thank you for praying for me...I'm really blessed to be a Shia...and have such good fellow Muslims... please do pray for me...and give me some advice on how to avoid such thoughts and feelings
  4. Marzii

    Mental illness

    Thanks for your response... Salam..I'm a sister..by the way
  5. Salam alaikum... everyone... I've been suffering from blasphemous thoughts for too long...4-5 years...it's like I'm ready to believe anything but Islam...and it's killing me...cause I just want to believe... I've always had...I have all the reasons to...I love Allah SWT... the Quran ... Ahlul Bayt AS...but now I think I'm slowly drifting away...these thoughts just don't get out of my mind...no matter how much I try to give myself reasons to believe.. nothing works...it's like I'm having thoughts against my beliefs...these thoughts started of as being sexual and abusive in nature...and has reached the levels of disbelieve...I just don't know what to do...I feel that my prayers are empty...though I pray daily...and I'm terrified of reading Quran... because I have far too much insulting thoughts while reading...I'm feeling utterly lost...the moment I think of Allah...there is a thought in my head that there is no good,be an atheist.. nauzobillah... I don't want to disbelieve..and don't want to go to hell I just don't know what to do...it's like my life is just passing me by...Im far too depressed to take any stand...I don't even know if my prayer is being accepted..I ask for forgiveness...I fear that if Allah misleads me(astaghfirullah, nauzobillah), I'll never be able to recover... please help me...I'm just 19 years old..and I'm too sad....feel too much anxiety..ALL the time.. Please pray to Allah for me and do give suggestions.... Jazakallah...
  6. Everything...!!! I tend to doubt everything about Islam.. About God... About the existence of God..even when I want to believe in Allah.. please I don't want to be a kafir and go to help.. Please don't mind my bad english
  7. Salam alaikum... Anyone present...?? I need help.. Again...:(
  8. Thank you everyone ... I really appreciate your efforts to help me in your way... I will try and keep in mind all the things you all have helped me with... But please.. Do pray for me.. Salam alaikum warahmatullah hi wabarakatuh...
  9. @Ashvazdanghe Ashvazdanghe...brother Salaam And thank you
  10. Sister 3wliya_maryam...have you gone through the same dilemma...??? If yes.. then how did you overcame it...or have you not till now???
  11. @zerorequiiem Thank you zerorequiiem... Actually I had become so fed up of my condition...that I had to talk about it..to someone.. somewhere...but not my family...I'm too ashamed to tell them about it..so I gathered the courage to seek help in this site.... Thank you again for your response... Salaam..
  12. I've always loved reading Quran ...but now..after all this...I just don't feel like reading Quran anymore...I feel like I'm disrespectful towards it...the verses...just don't mingle with me anymore unfortunately...
  13. I just love reading..many many kinds of books...but lately..I've become lethargic... I even misread my board exam dates.. My goal in life has always been to follow Islam as much as I can..and better my self in all aspects of Deen and dunya.... However..I tend to loose focus..
  14. Thank you soo much behna.... May Allah shower you with all divine blessings... Pray for me please..
  15. Walekum Salam sister... Thank you so much for the response... Please do provide the Dua... I also wanna say that no matter how much I get myself busy..no matter where I am...no matter what...these thoughts...are eating me alive....I am living through hell...becoz a life without Allah is hell...this is what I've learnt and believe in...but my thoughts make me feel like there is no bigger Kaffir ( nauzobillah) than me... I feel like I'm going mad...mostly I'm suicidal
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