Salam's Brothers ,
I'm writing this post as I need help . I've taken a wrong decision in life which has really affected me and my family big time and my relationships between them. I had sexual attractions to the same gender and things got to a stage where I was seeking a relationship & fun . Before I go on please don't judge me I know everything I've done is wrong but I've been lead astray by being in wrong crowds and not realising this is wrong . As I was being included I was young about 15-16 didn't have much friends in school or college.
This has been going on for about 4 years . I physically can't cope anymore because I want to change and i am , I haven't engaged In any activty with the same gender. I want to change as know I have no friends , feel so alone , jealous that everyone has friends I don't . I'm scared if I go out ill go back to the same thing . I just feel depressed , scared and not myself I just want to enjoy life and you know be on the right path but I'm struggling and I need help .
I guess I've made the first step in changing by seeking advice . And Thank You for reading this & Replying