I am sorry to hear about this, I know it can be very tough to experience mental health problems.
I have seen many people in relationships where one of the partners would be suffering from severe mental health issues to the point where they have even been sectioned and their spouse is extremely supportive and loving. Of course, you will find people that also have relationship difficulties because of those reasons but the fact that some people can make it work means it can happen.
Inshallah you already have people in your life that you love you for who you are, and there's nothing to say you won't find a marital partner that won't do the same.
It's very important to be absolutely honest about this from the very beginning and if he is a decent and understanding guy then he will support and stick by you. If not, then he to be honest you're better off without.
That is why we are honest from the beginning, but no one knows what the future holds for any one of us, however I appreciate that this is part of your illness.
Have you had therapy? I know you are taking medication but having therapy may benefit you, I would strongly recommend it.
Do what you can, Allah swt knows what is in our hearts. Say Alhumdulilah and thank Allah for what you are doing and ask for strength for what you can't do or find difficult.
We pray for your health and that you find an amazing spouse soon who will accept, love, understand you and someone that will help you get closer to Allah swt.